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Wow. This has to be the best birthday ever. While I was waiting for the girls to come over for supper, my mother and father decided to give me a very lumpy card. When I opened it, I found car keys inside. I got all excited, but they insisted that it was a joke. I asked what would happen if I pushed the alarm button on the remote starter and mom said, "nothing... unless you aim it at the garage". I freaked out and ran downstairs to find a beautiful mint green car in my garage. I feel a little guilty because I really, really don't deserve it, and I haven't really worked for it.
This is.. without a doubt.. the most amazing thing that has ever happened to me.
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nothing has ever been worth this much running.
off days are just that... off days. or so I hope
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Today went quite well considering how sooky I thought I'd be. Yesterday I spent about an hour moping about how I have no one to spend Valentine's Day with, and so, therefore, my day would stink. It didn't stink. Instead I received a lovely Valentine's card from my sister, which had a message telling me how much she loved and appreciated me. That kept me from whining from that point onward. I gave Catherine a cute card with "World's Greatest Sister" on it, along with a big bag of Hershey's Hugs and Kisses.
I've just realized that I haven't showered since Sunday morning, due to the fact that homework has been insane and I just haven't taken the time to consider cleanliness. It seems way less important than finishing off this horrendous pile of work. I am most definitely a "gold", seeing as I actually have a list of lists this week.
As the story goes, girl dumped other girl and now I am dating girl, while other girl gets to cry. Yet another Valentine's Day breakthrough, but one that makes me happier than realizing how dirty I am.
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the artificial insemination of cows.
my afternoon is going to be so much fun.
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Monday, Monday, Monday.
Thats right folks. It's Monday! And what a Monday it has been. I'm quite relieved to have the worst of my exams behind me. Biology and Math were quite brutal, but the real fun will come when I get my marks back, which according to the lovely (and lazy) Mrs. Hillier, won't be for three weeks. I still have English, Chemistry, and Physics left to face, but I'm expecting them to be a breeze. (a.k.a. I'm going to study for them the night before and hope to pull off 85-90)
Speaking of breeze.. the wind here yesterday and today was 130 km/h. The bus stop across the street blew over.
New layout courtesy of ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=88.8) cutthroatxkiss
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I have so much work to do this week. It almost makes me sick. Plus side: I have a new bird named Einstein. He has orange cheeks and is adorable.
I really dislike hate it when I’m not completely, 100% sure of everything. In November of grade 10 I had my MUN handbook come in the mail. I had my mind set on going to MUN. I had the next 15 years planned out in my head. And it has all turned to mush. Someone advised me to look into the University of Toronto (apparently it’s Canada’s Harvard), so naturally, being Ms. Inquisitive, I did. I really like the reputation of the school and the programs it offers. I really, really want to go to the University of Toronto now.
Where’s the problem? If I want to go, I’ll just go.
*buzzer sounds*
Wrong.
I’m petrified of walking into a future that seems less secure than the one I had in mind. I do enjoy living in a completely stable environment. Another problem, my parents don’t approve of my going to school out of the province (mainly because its wayyyy more expensive and they don’t want to pay more than they have to). I’ve been mulling this over for the last 24 hours. But I suppose I have another 5856 hours left to make a decision before I have to apply.
Bottom line: making a decision that is going to affect the rest of your life really, really stinks.
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I walked from 11:30 until almost 1am.. and the only person I saw was Chris Noftall. I love it when my parents go out and get drunk. They usually never come home before 3am, which gives me all the time I need to do whatever I want. I wanted to go to the beach to take pictures but I was far too shitbaked to go down there by myself. I wish I had someone to sneak around with. Someone to hold my hand and just walk with me. Someone to smoke cigars with me and make fun of the drunken 'docs' hanging out of the window of Heather Brady's house. I miss the way I always had someone, but I'm so used to being independant that I don't know if I'd want to give that up now.
( cólera como belleza )
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so, take a look at me now.
I miss you.
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It was so windy today that the bus had to keep its wipers going the whole time we were on High Bank. The ocean was actually blowing up on to the highway. 100 km/h says the weatherman.
Appearently the majority of the school wants my head on a platter. I should have taken my mothers advice. But no, once again I had that "learn it the hard way" problem. Mother said "no matter how much you do for people, they're always going to complain. You're better off leaving someone else to do the worrying".
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For you, I bleed myself dry.
(you're worth every last drop)
Holy Fackkkkk. It's the first of November!
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I GOT MY AUTOGRAPHED TEGAN AND SARA CD TODAY!
yeah, cuz its only been two months.
Halloween carnival was good. Stressful and rushed, but good. Tonight I'm going trick or treating with my sister, kim, ashleigh, and my dog (who is going as mickey mouse of course). I'm sure it'll be an eventful night.
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Today is a sick day. I'm in bed listening to music and snuggling down with my fleecy pink sheets. I should be doing a math test right now.. but I figured that throwing up in my mouth all through biology was reason enough to leave.
Yesterday morning was one of those mornings when you walk outside and transition hits you in the face with a brick. I usually step outside at 7:45 every morning and swallow a big breath of fresh air. Yesterday morning it smelled different. I could taste the ice crystals in the air. I could smell dead leaves. I have to say, fall is my favorite season. I don't know if its the colors or the smells. Maybe its a combination. It could be that I love thanksgiving and halloween. It could be that feeling of stepping outside every morning and being able to notice a change in the trees. One thing is for sure though.. I hate the earwigs that the cold drives inside.
love,
cass
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